Saturday, 2 October 2010

(Sort of!) flourishing.....

...tho' NOT the way I was planning/thinking/hoping...
DH is doing his own thing now, away from me and kidlets
Work has had its busiest moments/weeks since I can recall from the start of my working life (25years)
Inspite of the end of, what I thought was THE "(im)perfect marriage", it isn't/wasn't to be...
Still, I have flourished.
Got the house, filling it with love/light/brightness; got a new car to transport us safely & worry-free; got up-to-date with bills and money/budgeting; eating better/fresher/less; got more friends/contacts/social life; got support; got sorted/organised/clearer; got more relaxed and 'at ease'; even got myself a neighbour who taps on her window to say "Hi"...Just because.
Not in the way I hoped but still, I have flourished.
I am more honest (like I wasn't enough already!!), can deal with 'uncomfortable'; I still do 'everything' though now with mindfulness and a little more grace....
I am me. Imperfectly perfect. And I've done it/I do it................yep, too right:
............................................
......... with a f l o u r i s h !!!!

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