Not much....

...has been going on really. I'm mojo-less, fed up and am worried about money- again!! Not because I love it but because I need it for the visa, kids school fees, car rego, passport renewal and the general living purposes of course!
Not helped by the feeling and frustration of being the only person who seems to do jack around here. My DH seems to have gone on a "I'm-working-and-getting-up-earlier-than-you-and-I'm-back-to-collect-the-kids-from-school-and-then-be-on-the-PC-til-you-get-home-so-that-absolves-me-of-any-need-to-do-anything-like-housework." sort of mentality.........well, I say 'gone on one'; don't think he's stopped being on one for a long while now. Delusions of bloody grandeur f'you ask me!!
On top of feeling crap for not regaining my self-esteem/confidence/autonomy, my guts decided to rebel on me this a.m and left me with no illusion that work would be an embarrassment-free zone, IYKWIM!!! Now, I feel hungry but I don't know what to eat that won't make me feel dodgy again......and I don't do being hungry very well.
I'm buying the HS 'Love Your Handwriting'and some BG papers as a consolation this week anyhoo (bargains, not full price, BTW!!!) A coupla weeks ago, I bought some gorgeous stuff from SBStation to kick-start my mojo but not happening, well apart from a quick-ish LO at the w/end and several more unfinished. It's that thing again about 'being watched' or the kids interrupt me when i sit at my desk. So frustrating. And, I'm sorry, but as much as I love my bambinos, they are not going wild/carte blanche with me Scenic Routes or my KIMemories, oh no!!
Hoping for some upliftingness this week and for this I will be GRATEFUL.
All is well
All will be well.